Boxes everywhere!!

I actually have started packing. I am so impressed with myself I can't even begin to explain it. I had the past two days off and Tuesday I spent most of the day on my couch, crying at the television - don't ask, but I wasn't sure I was going to make the most of my time because I hardly got any packing done. Wednesday though, I was super motivated and I just started going and it was awesome. I packed boxes and boxes. My whole kitchen and all my books and picture frames and DVDs. Now the majority of things to get packed up are clothes, and well, I can't really do those yet. Regardless, I think it is going to be a fairly quick move. Especially since I am going to have movers come and do all of my big things...that should take 2 or 3 hours tops. Yea!! I cannot believe that it is coming up so soon. I cannot wait to be settled and sleeping in my new house. And I really cannot wait for Keaton to get down here. Although, I think he is going to be in for a rude awakening because I will not be having any of that sleeping all day and sitting around business. I am far too busy to be living with someone who doesn't do anything.

I was back at work today and of course we are still super slow and there are no patients which means I got sent home again at 7 tonight. I was really frustrated because I really need the money, but I would have rather gone home today than tomorrow because its a holiday and I get time and a half and I definitely need that money. I am just going to try to go in a little early and stay at little late tomorrow to make up for it. I don't ever want to hope for sick kids, but I really need to start making my hours or I am never gonna be able to pay my bills. I haven't babysat in so long and that is not helping the situation either.

So I guess that means I don't really have plans for the 4th because I will be spending the day at the hospital which I am more than okay with. I am going to have fun later in the weekend. Yea!! Maybe I will be able to see the fireworks from the windows at work, they said last year that they could. That would be fun for me and for the kids.

Other than that I have just been trying to stay awake. I am not sure what is wrong with me as of late, but I cannot seem to ever keep my eyes open. I think that I am getting enough sleep, but maybe not. I am stressed about a lot of things - moving and money and overbooking myself this month, so sometimes when I get in bed my mind is racing and I can't really relax right away to be able to fall asleep, but it just seems that no matter when I go to bed and when I wake up that I almost always need a nap like an hour later. And even tonight at work I was basically falling asleep sitting up. Its only 9:00 and all of my friends are going out and I am so tempted to just go get in my bed instead. When did I become a huge loser!?? Maybe I am just old...which is also too bad.