And this is why...

I will always be single. Hahahahahaha. Lexi loves the new house mainly because she gets to sleep in my bed again. At my old apartment, the bed was upstairs and she couldn't get up them so she had to sleep in her crate. For being such a hyper dog, she is so lazy as soon as she gets on my bed. She gets under the covers and then in the mornings, I have to physically pick her up to take her outside. I think she would lay there all day if I let her. That is why I know she is definitely my dog.

I have finally begun the unpacking process. Its going to be a long one for sure. I got all of my clothes washed and organized and put away and I have begun on the kitchen. The bathroom is done and thats about it. I need to start putting away all the little knick knacks and books and whatnot. I am just dreading it.

Also, I have come to realize that I am a 26 year old with a 22 year old son. I have become my father in that when Keaton doesn't come home at night, I sit on the couch and "rest my eyes" waiting for him to come in the front door. I am a worrier by nature anyway and this is definitely not helping that at all. I try to parent him and he just grunts and walks away. I think I have officially lost my role as the cool older sister and have now becoming some nagging girl who lives in the same house he does. Every night he will ask what I am doing and I am usually working and then coming home and reading or something and I think he is disappointed in that. I am old and he doesn't realize that. I cannot stay out late every night and the nights that he is out past 4am are killing me!! I know he can take care of himself, but I seriously cannot relax till I know he is home. Not to mention that I find myself setting my alarm to check and make sure that he gets up for work. Yeah, being a parent isn't that great. I knew I only liked kids under the age of 5 for a reason.

I have Friday and Saturday off of work this week and I am going to try and finish unpacking while also trying to have a social life - maybe he won't think I am such a loser then. Although, he is going home to WFalls for the weekend so he won't even know. I have plans with Kathryn and Alyssa in the next few days and I am excited to hang out and relax and maybe even get to go to the pool or something. I am also starting to house sit for Susan for the next week while she and her family are in Colorado. I feel like its an easy way to make a little extra money because we all know I am poor. Plus she has an amazing bathtub!!!