sicky...

i feel horrible! hence the no blog last night. i had to leave work early last night because i felt so cruddy. i didnt feel great all day yesterday and then around 8:30 last night at work, i just started feeling horrible and like i was gonna throw up. i didnt even think i could stand up so i ended up going and laying down in one of the empty rooms. i just laid there and wished i could go home and more importantly, wished i wasnt sick. i ended up having a moment where i felt decent so i got up and left work early and drove home.

i got home and proceeded to just lay on my couch all night. i was dozing in and out of sleep, but i just kept wanting to throw up so i couldnt ever actually fall asleep. needless to say, i finally started throwing up around 3am and it was miserable. its been a long day, no fun at all. i hate being sick and more than anything, i hate throwing up. rebecca came and saved me and brought me some gatorade and sprite to help settle my stomach and prevent dehydration. although i am still pretty dehydrated..i can tell.

so, a day full of sleeping and half watching tv and i still dont feel a whole lot better. i had to call in sick to work tonight - which i hate. i am not sure i can go to work tomorrow if i wake up feeling this way. i hate that for myself. i would so much rather be working than sitting on my couch wishing i was dying.

i have a huge headache and i am starving, but too nervous to eat. so, its gonna be a long night - i slept all day so i am sure sleeping tonight is gonna be a challenge. looks like its gonna be me and julia roberts and richard gere tonight...pretty woman, never gets old.