Monday, February 18, 2008

sometimes i just dont understand...


and today is one of those days. veronica has relapsed and i am really sad. her doctors dont understand why and so therefore, we cant be made to understand either. i am sad and frustrated by it. she is a fighter and she is tough, but i hate to watch kids go through this. i hate that she has start all over and be sick and be miserable. ugh. pray for her and think about her because i love her. i love her entire family so much. she makes me smile every day. as do her sisters - i have never seen anyone drink so much milk in my entire life. thats me and diana, she is the oldest sister and she is great. if i had a sister, i would definitely want her to be like diana. what a sweet spirit she has.

other than that, the day was pretty good...somewhat uneventful. i slept so late today - i think working that night shift and then this weekend has me all turned around. i definitely have my days and nights mixed up at the moment. i didnt go to bed till after 3 last night and woke up for the first time today at like 12!! thats way too late. so i am gonna head to bed soon and hopefully get back on a normal schedule. i cant be sleeping half the day away every single day. i even got some homework done at work tonight which was really nice.

i am looking at my valentine flowers and they are making me smile. i am looking at my apartment and thinking it needs to be cleaned. i am actually all caught up on my tivo. no more 'one tree hill' to watch...now i actually have to wait each week for a new episode. rude. same goes for 'lost'. i watched all three seasons this time last year, one episode after the other for 3 weeks in a row and it was amazing. having to wait a whole week to see the resolution to a cliffhanger is horrible!! plus, i got hooked on 'rescue me' this weekend and watched the whole first season and started the second and now i dont own it and i am so curious whats happening in the lives of those firefighters.

have i really gone on for a whole paragraph about tv?? thats too bad...i need to get out more. tomorrow is boring class day and then work. i am on a mission to find silly string for veronica. that or a tiara, we will have to see what i can come up with before work. i applied to be a counselor at camp discovery today. its a camp for kids with cancer thrown by the american cancer society every year. its for a week in july and i really hope i get accepted and picked to be a counselor because i think it would be so amazing.

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